Personal2025-11-16 · 5 minIf You Have an Answer to 'Why', You'll Handle Any 'How'The day before yesterday I sat with Big O cards. Yesterday I closed the calendar of long interviews. I am 37. Half a year to be useful in a job, a year to my own products.Read
2025-11-14·6 minLife Tetris on Nightmare: Work, Startups, People, and Job HuntingInterview at 3:00 PM about binary trees I have not touched in twenty years. In my head a different problem: how work, Godot, health, and people fit into one day.#life#work#honestyRead
2025-11-12·6 minThree Days in Solitary: The Price of a San Francisco Life HackThe tip 'why drink when you can smoke' led to a weekend in a cell and two years on a narcologist's list. Five years without drugs, two without alcohol, six months without cigarettes.#life#honesty#mistakesRead
2025-11-11·5 minA Letter from Jack London: About Positivity When Your Wallet Is EmptyEmpty wallet, ringing nerves, and a letter Jack London never sent. Positivity here is not a smile. It is a snarl and the next step.#life#psychology#motivationRead
2025-11-08·6 minSummer in Crimea: Remote Work, Museums, and GitHub SanctionsThree months in Crimea: weekdays on projects, weekends in a new place. Balaklava, a paraglider, Massandra, and a permanent GitHub ban for logging in without a VPN.#life#crimea#travelRead
2025-11-05·5 minI Don’t Remember Half of What I Built: The Weird Reality of Filling a PortfolioTwo days filling a portfolio after sixteen years. Twenty-plus cases, and only up to 2014. Half of them looked new.#life#psychology#careerRead
2025-11-04·6 minMoving to my own products. First game: memory palacesAt 37 I am shifting focus to my own products, including mobile games on Godot. First one: Memory Palaces. MVP in 2–3 weeks, targets for D1 and D7.#life#entrepreneurship#gamedevRead